Sometimes. It is hard to make a decision.
Sometimes. Things just don't go the right way.
Sometimes. Or should I say Most of the time. As if it is my fault when things go wrong.
Sometimes. I really wonder.
Is this my life or others?
I can't really do what I want.
Others just 'manipulate' my life.
Doing what they thought are right.
Maybe it is like this. As nobody owns this world.


My orientation dates have been postpone forward!!!!
Like wth.
Life.

Hmm..
I feel sorta used to the temp job in MDIS.
Counting down 16 days?!
Like so fast!
Good! The faster the better!
Cause i really dont like working.
I prefer staying at home.
Poly life. Looking forward! Faster come please. Job faster go away.
haha~

Recently i am so addicted to this korean drama!
豪杰春香。
The male lead is handsome!
He acted as "Wu Long" in the mo nu you xi!
Then i saw him going to one if the taiwan show. Hosted by 大s 小s!
Then there was a part where xiao s and the guy to re-act a particular scene.
They acted and xiao s was about to bust into laughter but the guy was so into the acting and cried!

Sian.

I suddenly feel that it is essential for a person to be cheerful at most time.
This is because the people around you will be affect by your attitude too.
This is psychology.
Therefore, i have decided to try my best to be optimistic at all times.
Jiayou!

:D

Started working at MDIS's bookshop since ytd. =.-!
A temp job there.
Saw many good looking guys there! :D
A handsome lecturer too. Haha!
Learn cashiering skills. Good!

Went to lot one ytd after work.
I think i saw one of my ex-workmate.
A good looking guy too. Haha!
Not quite confirm that person was him.
I depended on my special ability.
Sally knows what is that too!
That is to sense particular guy from a distance.
HAHA!
Special ability sia! Good!
Too bad, I always want to act cool. So never really look at his face. Sian.


I really think my this habit of acting cool is going to bring harm to me. Shyt. :(
Change, change and change it!
But it is really hard to do so.

My jae appeal is successful!
I have been posted to Nanyang poly Business Informatics!
Great!
XiangNing has been posted to TP business IT!
It was my second choice!
If i put in my first choice, i might be in the same course with her!
But never mind! Be satisfy with what i have now. :D
I heard that the mrt going there is very little ppl take one. Sure got seats one!
Good!
I dont want my legs to chu gen. Lol.
Some appeals are successful while some are not.

Happy 21st birthday to KAHWAI aka Kiwi! :D
Today went JP and celebrate jiahui's bd.
Ate chinese cuisine and a cake.
Chit chat and walk around the shopping mall. :)
Oh shyt, Yin is going to register an action i did today into her mind. HAHAAHA!
Thank Jiahui for the customised card too! :D
Saw boonkai on the way back to home.
He also waiting for the damn long bus.
We always see each other when at JP or bus 180!
So qiao!
Tml i am going to know the result of my jae appeal!
I am very excited!!
Hope my appeal is sucessful! :S

Bye nya.

CNY going to be over soon!
As usual, first day come to our house.
I won 9 dollars when gambled. Our family won money on the first day.
Good.
Second day, no win or lose.
Third day, lose 6 dollars. Our family lose money on the third day.
Got reason one!!
On the third day, we went to suntec and walk around first before going to my cousin house.
At there, there was a book fair then i thought didi seems wanted to have a story book so i went there and started finding a good book. This made sis and father also come and see and touch book.
Before that , i even warn papa not to go close to books and he said he did not care all these things one. Then at night when we return, we talked about this and he said why you never tell me cannot touch books and in the first place, i shouldnt have go and see books. =.-?

These period also ate quite a lot of nice food!
Esp the chinese mushrooms!
Went to watch movies with family on the first and second day before going to cousin house.

30/1
Received msg from MOE that i have been posted to Info Tech in Ngee Ann poly.
Shocked. Disappointed
Not the course i really wanted to go into.
In addition when i knew that i am in different course with sally, i was like =.-.
Dont know why feel so lonely leh.
Still i haven heard anyone go in the same course with me.
I was like waaaa. :(
In the end, tat yi also in the same course as mine then i feel not so lonely le.
I gained a learning lesson.
Before scolding your smaller siblings that they want to be in the same school/class/subject with their friends, think about my case. Thought that they are useless and blindly follow what their friends do seems stupid. But now, i thought otherwise. :S
I had appeal for other courses in SP, TP and NYP.
Hope that i can get the course that i like.

I realized another thing.
That is everything we want to do has to be depended on ourselves.
Depending on others will only make things become more complicated and troublesome.
This will help to save others' time to think for excuses to reject helping us and also learn to be independent.